They say it doesn't hurt, that moment right before you die, they say you don't feel the pain. In fact you don't feel much. It's the moment where you've accepted that it's over, when you know that you have only a few seconds left to live. That's the moment where you realise you're dying and you've made your peace with it. You're compeletely empty, but it's okay, because soon it'll all be good. THat is how I feel right now. I know I've lost and it's my own fault. but it doesn't really matter because even though it's over, it's not done. I truly believe everything is going to be okay in the end, and if it's not okay, it's not the end.
I'm not the kind of girl who laughs to hide her pain. I may feel like shit right sometimes but I mean every smile from the bottom of my heart because there's more to life than what I've lived, and I hope to get there soon. As for now, I can say I'm happy. Sure there's pain and I'm not at all over this, but the feeling of peace is de strongest one I've ever felt. Sad days come and go but at the end of the day I've got everything I could ever wish for; the feeling of being loved.
Shine like a star , before you lose the power
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